"I'm a vegan"

new beginnings

These past couple years have been an insane roller coaster ride for me. In 2013, I made my first adult decision and moved to Utah from good ole Arizona. Living in Utah has been such bitter-sweet. Green tree's everywhere, beautiful mountains and blue skies and yes..I have fallen in love with the snow. Who would have thought an Arizona girl would love the snow and cold so much? For 2 years I have successfully rented out a beautiful apartment with my best friend Gabriela. It has seriously been a blast decorating our house together and watching my best friend grow into the amazing person that she is! I can't thank God enough for blessing me with this girl. She is honestly my rock and I wouldn't trade her for anything in the world. Living here I have had the great opportunity of working for a company I have grown to love. And surprisingly.. I have maintained this job for almost two years in April! Go me! Beaver. He's my absolute life. I have watched my baby boy grow from only 3 weeks old to a soon-to-be 3 year old! He has turned into such a stinker. He love's cuddles, belly rubs, his toy basket, and any type of ball. Beaver can shake, high-five, sit, lay down, and ALMOST play dead. I wouldn't know what I would do without this fur ball of mine. I feel like I am a loser because I have never figured out what career I want in life. For years I switched back and forth between astronomy, marine biology or an author. After a lot of consideration and hard thinking, I have finally decided that I am going to be going to college to become a Labor and Delivery Nurse! I know..It's nothing of the three options I have always dreamed of having.. But, with having 3 sisters that I am super close to, I have seen my fair share of child birth's. Each time I was lucky enough to be in the room, it brought such a strong feeling and emotion to me. You can't buy that type of feeling. Above all, to be able to bring a precious life into this world, would be the most beautiful thing to me. Over the year I have loved and I have lost. And throughout it all, I have learned that to have given love and to be loved was a blessing, but to have lost, was a hidden blessing in itself. I have learned that going through a heartache or a major change..you can either let it ruin your life and your sanity..Or you can grow from it. Use it as motivation to become the person you are suppose to be. I'm blessed to have had that experience for it has given me the motivation to finally start my life. In the end, I wish nothing but the best and pure happiness for the other person. They taught me so much and I wouldn't be where I am today without that experience I had in life. As of right now, I am excited to say that my best friend and I are finally getting everything in order to move in May. The U-haul was called and scheduled as of today for May 22. Gabi is transferring her hair license over so she can finally do hair again. And my sweet mother is helping the both of us search for apartments and houses. Right now, I have never been so excited to have a fresh start. If I push myself, stay motivated, and continue to love life and love myself..I feel like all the dreams and goals I have will fall into place for me. I need to live life. I need to grow and learn all that this world has to offer me. Because honestly, this adventure has only just begun for me.